After being frozen for a long time felt like writing something this time[ as i deleted the other 2 horribly scribbled piece of *&^%, cos I felt now, after reading them again that they were really worth it]....hmmmm as a coincidence its a sunday been selected again for inking my thoughts but no coffee or a really nice movie to motivate me.....so I wud say I hav been self motivated this time[ ya the rain outside is still the boss mood setter ;)...setter?? is that even a word?? who cares if I call it a word then it isssss]....
As always thinking about a topic to write would be a major concern as I cant try to be a rebel like Sithu expressing my strong opinions, or am nt as artistic as chloe to write about paintings n arts[ cant really quote any guys here as I can hardly remember any of them telling they do write..... cm on guys we are talented enuff to write interesting things] well the rain has stopped and its as calm as a Grave yard[ now u see how well a horror movie u watched yesterday can really help u compare things, supply metaphors and make your listening abilities more sharp to hear the slightest of the slight noice some where inside the house....tho that doesnt imply that I am scared or believe in ghosts, but what I meant to say is how much ever strong we are -we are all still human beings,.....and unfortunately smtimes the mind is not under our influence but acts on its own based on the experinces it's had wid stuffs like horror movies and sm wierd homo sapiens...so its jus not our fault wen we dont really behave like ourselves] and there it goes look out for a topic to write about and just get diverted from the source[ and as i write this I started to feel I can really be noticed ( or recognised) for using more brackets than the actual words ;)].

Right now all of us here, by here I mean with my fellow friends in Liverpool, having jus one thing running in mind day and night, whts really gonna happen next? where are we getting a job, am I really Lucky enough to get it soon?? how can I be so careless not even worried about the immediate future right now -but more interested in planning a design for the house which I may/may not build in the late future and further go a step ahead appreciating myself for the ultimate designs being used.....holy crap[ I knw the current comfort of the part time job and the vitamin supply its giving me has partially driven me to act like this, but the other partial making me so is my own blood which really cant take in any sort of trouble, worries or concerns, but jus wants to stay calm and careless] I know its really not worth worrying about it as I feel sooner or later we will be placed somewhere and its gonna be the same busy corporate life getting into our life, why not make use of the leisure which we are never getting back again for a lifetime and get the best of it......enjoy watching your fav TV shows[ ya am watching friends for the third time now]-movies, peep through the window and.....[ ya what were you thinking there?? pervs] and see the lovely rain which definitely is gonna make you nostalgic[ at least reminding you one incident back from your school days- as I remembered today 'when I was in the fourth grade and we used to see through the window and shout rain is coming rain is coming and laughing at our innocent grammatical mistake there came this teacher[ no not able to recollect who it was Hyacinth or Meera] and corrected us we gotta use the phrase 'its raining' instead...aaaw those were the days man....] ya what I meant was though dont be completely stress free and over relaxed like me[ ya all my frends kno about it,...its not a secret any more...my assignments and dissertation stand as a living proof for my laziness[ well I would say not lazy but jus that I had a life to live and other important things pre occupied me rather ;)]...so just do whatever we can like applying for jobs, getting rejected and applying again but just make it a part of your daily routine rather making itself a complete day.Go out or stay in but enjoy the leisure right now...else we may find it only after few 20-25 years[ else i will feel guilty that its only me whos wasting time :B].
when Ras and Amy called today and asked how many jobs I hav applied so for I happily told them around.............................................................................................5'...hahahah ya I know thts me[ as I remember Id asked them the same question few months back when they were in London to get a reply which was almost the same but simply had a '0' right next to 5 ;)

well, Manic monday is on its way...so jus stop cribbing about it and remember there is a Life behind that door jus pull it out and waste it!! I will think of ways to kill time as usual.....

Peace x

My First one

well well.....tried writing more than 10 intoductory lines that should draw attention but none seemed to be appealing[ at least to me] hey I kno its a bit too much but I want my first blog to be attarctive and awesome as I always wanted my works to be[ thats a diff story that they end up abrupt or chaotic or stupid] but whats wrong in asking for a perfection...no body is perfect innit!![ ya now that I have a forum to download all my english skills learnt frm Websters-PES, having managed to understand and immitate or try the scouse as well to an extent I get an immense pleasure in mixing up all my vocabulary - grammar-style and god knows whatever things I wanna experiment here...yay isnt it good] say yes!!
Having found no subject or topic to talk about in my first blog I jus wanna enlighten few lil things abt me-living a comfortable life back in bangalore wid frends n family I had an itch all off a sudden to come over to England and study my masters[ though I have hardly studied or tried studying in last 1 year or more..it was more of an experimenting craze to live an independant life with no or the least responsibilities possible -thus scratching enough to satisfy my itch!! so far so good...Yes and though not surprised with my severe procrastinating syndrome [SPS] I have goofed up quite a many important things here what surprises me is I have now graduated with it and hav continued nourishing my skills in being a lazy ass and careless person! if u dont trust me I havent filled my VISA forms yet which almost all my friends have submitted a long time back[ well though the reason I give is my work which is only 4-6 hrs a day...hey but still there goes sometime pre-post work rite] I just remembered i shud have done my laundry today having seen the pile of lovely collection of my clothes behind the door..I wud rather waste my energy in thinking if I have a spare underwear inside the wardrobe that would help out for tomoro rather going and completing the laundry....having assumed the judgement rates of my frends reading the blog wud be too slow I wud rather enjoy leaving the dirty clothes back there and continue writing!!!
Luckily the weather being nice today [ by nice I mean nt going beyond 0'] it was like a gift to be in a normal mind set and watch a nice movie -after watching season of the witch last nite at odeon which was considerably too good except for the ending though dilip dint like the most of it who still tried to manage watching it thinking why is the crisps not getting over yet and commenting on Nicholas cage being a knight etc etc...ya in a refreshing mood tried watching matadana[ elections] a kannada movie written by my all time fav S.L.Byrappa which was too good, considering the strong script and a well narrated story....and facebooking 2034 times in between the movie, talking to buks on g talk and updating my status as a result of my chat wid buks about my school days and having had a nice laugh jumping back to those old memories.....and back to the movie and back to facebook to jus check on the responses likes and comments[ come on we all do it rite].......having tried to cook some proper meals for 1[ ya been doing it for ages now....]and considering it comparitively good and tasty trying to fill my stomach with jus a lil space left to breathe or try to breathe. started to think after a small break for 5 secs if this is a bad idea to write further or stop or getting back upsatirs to the frst line and reading it once to see how it looks like[ but not doing it wid a strong determination] and trying to stop it here to close the weekend and my first blog[ hoping at least 3 of my frends wud read it full and 1 of them might like it ;)]...all u guys have a nice week ahead and I wud still be thinking of a topic for my next experiment simultaneously thinking to watch catherine tate or FRIENDS for a while now before going to bed or before checking my wardrobe for spare clothing to cover my prestige tomorrow!!!! ta
Guru