After being frozen for a long time felt like writing something this time[ as i deleted the other 2 horribly scribbled piece of *&^%, cos I felt now, after reading them again that they were really worth it]....hmmmm as a coincidence its a sunday been selected again for inking my thoughts but no coffee or a really nice movie to motivate me.....so I wud say I hav been self motivated this time[ ya the rain outside is still the boss mood setter ;)...setter?? is that even a word?? who cares if I call it a word then it isssss]....
As always thinking about a topic to write would be a major concern as I cant try to be a rebel like Sithu expressing my strong opinions, or am nt as artistic as chloe to write about paintings n arts[ cant really quote any guys here as I can hardly remember any of them telling they do write..... cm on guys we are talented enuff to write interesting things] well the rain has stopped and its as calm as a Grave yard[ now u see how well a horror movie u watched yesterday can really help u compare things, supply metaphors and make your listening abilities more sharp to hear the slightest of the slight noice some where inside the house....tho that doesnt imply that I am scared or believe in ghosts, but what I meant to say is how much ever strong we are -we are all still human beings,.....and unfortunately smtimes the mind is not under our influence but acts on its own based on the experinces it's had wid stuffs like horror movies and sm wierd homo sapiens...so its jus not our fault wen we dont really behave like ourselves] and there it goes look out for a topic to write about and just get diverted from the source[ and as i write this I started to feel I can really be noticed ( or recognised) for using more brackets than the actual words ;)].

Right now all of us here, by here I mean with my fellow friends in Liverpool, having jus one thing running in mind day and night, whts really gonna happen next? where are we getting a job, am I really Lucky enough to get it soon?? how can I be so careless not even worried about the immediate future right now -but more interested in planning a design for the house which I may/may not build in the late future and further go a step ahead appreciating myself for the ultimate designs being used.....holy crap[ I knw the current comfort of the part time job and the vitamin supply its giving me has partially driven me to act like this, but the other partial making me so is my own blood which really cant take in any sort of trouble, worries or concerns, but jus wants to stay calm and careless] I know its really not worth worrying about it as I feel sooner or later we will be placed somewhere and its gonna be the same busy corporate life getting into our life, why not make use of the leisure which we are never getting back again for a lifetime and get the best of it......enjoy watching your fav TV shows[ ya am watching friends for the third time now]-movies, peep through the window and.....[ ya what were you thinking there?? pervs] and see the lovely rain which definitely is gonna make you nostalgic[ at least reminding you one incident back from your school days- as I remembered today 'when I was in the fourth grade and we used to see through the window and shout rain is coming rain is coming and laughing at our innocent grammatical mistake there came this teacher[ no not able to recollect who it was Hyacinth or Meera] and corrected us we gotta use the phrase 'its raining' instead...aaaw those were the days man....] ya what I meant was though dont be completely stress free and over relaxed like me[ ya all my frends kno about it,...its not a secret any more...my assignments and dissertation stand as a living proof for my laziness[ well I would say not lazy but jus that I had a life to live and other important things pre occupied me rather ;)]...so just do whatever we can like applying for jobs, getting rejected and applying again but just make it a part of your daily routine rather making itself a complete day.Go out or stay in but enjoy the leisure right now...else we may find it only after few 20-25 years[ else i will feel guilty that its only me whos wasting time :B].
when Ras and Amy called today and asked how many jobs I hav applied so for I happily told them around.............................................................................................5'...hahahah ya I know thts me[ as I remember Id asked them the same question few months back when they were in London to get a reply which was almost the same but simply had a '0' right next to 5 ;)

well, Manic monday is on its way...so jus stop cribbing about it and remember there is a Life behind that door jus pull it out and waste it!! I will think of ways to kill time as usual.....

Peace x